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You, your broken heart and a hidden truth

A couple years ago you met this gorgeous guy, you fell instantly in love with him as you started dating frequently. You asked advice from your friends and they told you to be careful on what you say, on what you do cos you don’t want him to get the wrong idea of you. Then you read a bunch of articles around net how the first dates should be. Then you bought this magazine since most girls consider it the best for love advice. The days go by and you have created a stable wall and some more barriers around you.

Now you do feel safe to be around him. A date after a date, a year after a year and a common decision to live with him in the same house. It’s the man you dreamed. It’s what you always wanted, to share the same apartment with a person who understand you completely, who treats you like a queen. The first months seem like a fairytale. The next ones start feeling like you try hard to climb on a mountain.

Now the secrets start taking place and create another wall between you and him. You don’t lie to him yet this distance is getting bigger. The fights lead nowhere lately and you don’t know why. That night you yell at him “You don’t know who I am!” and he replies “I thought I knew you. I don’t know who you are anymore.”. He slams the door and leaves you behind bursting into tears. What happened? Why he left you?

You should better ask yourself “Did he ever know me as person? Did I ever give him a chance?” and then remember how you wanted to be the perfect girlfriend for him. Remember now how you created your beautiful and stable wall. Remember how you never told him so many things about you cos you thought he would never like you. How can you be with someone if you cannot be yourself? How can you build a relationship based on a fake image you project?

Trust yourself, love yourself, start listening more carefully to that little voice inside you. Next time you go on a date, don’t ask for advice. Let your intuition lead you. If it was not the right choice, at least it was yours and only yours. Above all be real, the person who will be around you, he will accept you for who you are not for who you make him think that you are. Honesty is a strong base for a beautiful relationship. Just go for it!

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The Knowledge of an Earth Spirit

Earth is a very special case in the cosmos. It is honestly the most beautiful planet we have ever witnessed in all our experience regressing our past lives as well as others. Earth has a very unique spirit about it; it truly is a special gem among the stars of our galaxy and even beyond that.” It was the last sentence you read in the big book of Cosmos before you wake up. The alarm rings, you have to rush for your work. While you are in your car, you get stuck as usual in traffic. You grab your big map to let your mind travel a bit.

Many times you do it as you see yourself traveling in other countries. “All of these races were seeded here on Earth from their home planets and realms together all over the planet’s surface. This is where all our society’s cultures come from: the cosmos. We are all starseeds on this planet; no one began here on Earth, we were all bought here by our cosmic ancestors or we are them.” These words come on your head as you shiver. You close the map fast as you arrive at work.

You expected this day to be normal as the other ones. What is normal in the end? Normal as how society wants us to fit in it? Who made these standards? That girl in the office is very short and everyone is giving her the looks. Discrimination which is being silently supported. Maybe once she was your friend in another reality, another universe, another planet. When being different was supported. When being unique was a blessing. You give her your hand by looking at her deep in her eyes. You just nod at her in a sense “I’m with you.”

How does it feel to be an ambassador on Earth? How does it feel to bring your own piece of truth on this planet? To show respect towards the nature, the animals and all the ancestors. To protect and be devoted, to be humble and proud, to create life, to be free, to be yourself. I reach my hand out to you. Will you take my hand? Will you walk with me? I’m a teacher. I’m a student. Show me your culture and I will show you mine.Friends forever! Forever and ever!

180 Degrees to Change your Life

Do you remember all these conversations you had with your friends about spirituality and past lives? You were in doubt since you didn’t have a personal experience on that topic. That “something” never happened in your life, that ultimate moment of enlightenment that would change your life forever. Though you do know that you have these terrible issues with your partner. You want to break up but then you feel clingy to him. Well this has nothing to do with spirituality right? It’s just you, him and an issue that no one else can understand. Only these sleepless nights can feel your pain and a big “Why?” keeps popping  up.

Then your best friend suggests that you should try a past life regression. You hesitate but in the end, what you have to lose? Your partner was your husband in that life, you had a bad relationship cos you fell in love in the middle of war, you got pregnant and then you had to abort the child. You refuse to believe but yet you feel your body responding to the reading. Your body starts hurting as if it wants to break free. You start crying hard and you keep shaking your head in disbelief at the same time.

In this lifetime as humans we regress specific parts of our past lives. You are here too to remember, to fix a past life issue, to learn and relearn, to understand and set yourself free. The people who are around you, they have been there before, helping you or trying to harm you. The questions you have to ask yourself is “Why should I repeat this specific things in this lifetime? What’s my lesson?”. A process that won’t be easy but it will be your 180 degree change.  Are you ready for this big step? Are you ready to face the deepest parts of your soul? Are you ready to dive and discover big truths? Are you ready to know the real You?

I believe there is a another world waiting for us – Cloud Atlas

“I believe there is a another world waiting for us, Sixsmith. A better world. And I’ll be waiting for you there” Robert Frobisher from Cloud Atlas. The world you see and the worlds you don’t. The fact that you can’t see them with your physical eyes, it doesn’t mean that they don’t exist. Each one of us holds a piece of truth, like a small window of the knowledge. Can you imagine what it would happen if one person held all the knowledge? There would be no communication between people since there would be nothing to be discussed. No knowledge would be shared and there would be no interest for life and no need for any experience.

Do you understand now why we are all connected? We are all small pieces of a big puzzle. Hold the hand of the person next to you and you are instantly connected. Maybe you can’t see the reason but you know that something is there. You “remember” this person, the attitude, the like or dislike towards their face. In that other world you were friends or the biggest enemies. When you came here on earth, you find this person again.

“We cross and re-cross our old paths like figure-skaters.”  Life lessons are not being learned in one lifetime, you have to come back and work on them again. When you have a “project” or “mission” to finish, you need to be present again and continue from where you had it left the previous time. No one forced you to be here. Neither a higher being or another external force. You came here by your own will. It would be easy to blame someone else for your own choices. Don’t expect a peaceful world when your soul mission is done.  A better world yes, a perfect world no. 

Work on that small piece of the puzzle you hold. Study it, understand it, figure everything out. You are not alone. You were never alone. Have faith on yourself and remember that knowledge is all you have. You can access it anytime you want. Or you can just quit. The power is in your hands. Are you ready to use it wisely?

Criticism and how bad you want to avoid it

You dyed your hair to your favorite color and you go out with your best friend a couple hours later. When you ask her if she likes your hair, she gives you the look of fail. You are at work and a customer tells you that you should be fired for being so rude. After all you just want to stay home, sit on your bed and have your laptop ready for some online action. As you start networking, you get some very negative feedback. Are you doing something wrong? Why people are so judgmental? Is there anything you can do to make them stop? First of all keep in mind that it’s not your fault. As far as there is free will in this world, people will voice their opinions. You like it or not, you can’t avoid criticism but you can play it smart. If something affects you so bad, it means that it holds some truth. What does this mean? Let’s say that a random woman on a playground says how a bad mother you are cos you keep talking on the phone and paying no attention to your kid. Next thing you know, you are so mad at her that you start a fight.

Pretty much you acted like a wounded animal who  just had its wound touched. This woman just said something that you feel it’s true. If it was completely false, you wouldn’t be annoyed at all. So instead of having this fight, ignore this woman, get your kid, go home and think. Think a lot. Are you really a bad mother? You are not but sometimes you feel like that cos you have no time for yourself. You can set your mindset in that way so you can solve the issue. Insecurities come out first as a defense mechanism when we are all being criticized. If you consider it as a bad thing, think that it was the only way to pay attention on the current issue. All this time you were avoiding it cos you felt bad. Time to work on criticism instead of shoving it away. Lessons in life are never easy but if they were, you wouldn’t pay that much attention!

Sleep with the Truth, wake up with a Lie

It’s one of those emotional nights when you really don’t know what to do. Should you sleep? Should you stay awake and keep suffering? You thought a long time ago that truth hurts since it always brings stuff on the surface that you don’t want to hear. This time you felt like being a part of the Truman Show. How can your life be played out like that while having no clue? Is it your fault? Is it the person’s fault who kept lying to you? In the end it doesn’t matter who said the lie but if in the end there are other people around you who are aware of this lie. What if they have lied too about other stuff too? So many questions, so little answers and you are here to take responsibility of your own actions. You may feel a victim but keep in mind that many times we attract the energies we desire in our lives. If you feel a failure for example and that the friends you have are the only ones who can tolerate you, then you know what happens after this. They are aware of that and the next thing you know is that you are being used by them. This happens cos they know that you need them in your life.

Now think about it a bit. In fact no, first let all the emotions out. Cry, write down how you feel and reevaluate everything. Who deserves to be in your life and who not. Now think when the lies started. If you say that you didn’t have the slightest clue about the situation, this is a lie itself. How many times you felt that something is wrong? How many times you thought that you are crazy or paranoid? How many times you ignored the little voice inside you warning you about these lies? You just didn’t want to be alone and push everyone away. Now you are in a situation that you have to alone for some time. How the one is different from the other then? It’s self respect, you would be alone but by your own choice not pushed by the situation itself. Take your time, work on yourself but don’t lose faith on people. You may met a couple of them who hurt you but there are others out there who are sincere and honest. It takes time but you will be grateful later on!

One piece of Truth and one piece of Love

Valentine’s day, you love it or hate it but still you are being affected every year. Today wear your blue, activate your throat chakra and bring some truth about the love in your life. As the heart and throat chakra are  next to each other, they are always affected by each others energies by many ways. Though many times consciously we all try to separate them cos the truth may hurt not only us but the others around us. So now honestly ask yourself what loves means to you. Is it all the fancy things in a relationship, is it a simple hug or just being around friends till you find the right guy for you? Or there are not right guys but only relationships we can work with people we love? Let all the society standards out of your thoughts and focus on your heart and throat, making sure that only truth comes out. If you notice emotional blockages manifesting into physical pain, such as heart pain or throat hurting, then you know that you are on the right path. Don’t stop and keep releasing everything, I’m sure you have heard how people say that truth sets you free. This is actually so true.

Make sure that the two chakras keep working together and if your heart is ready to retreat, connect them back. Many times we keep secrets in our heart that we are not even ready to admit it to ourselves. Secrets means guilt and guilt means nonacceptance. If you don’t accept your emotions, how do you except the other people to do so? There is that guy and you keep thinking about him 24/7, you know that after all this time what you feel is love, you spend so much time together, you are so close and so on. You will never tell him but instead you want him to talk to you. Then you realize that you are both locked in a friend-zone. If you don’t want to “suffer” anymore by all these thoughts, open your throat chakra, open your heart and be truthful. What you have to lose in the end? You have lost already yourself in this situation!