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You, your broken heart and a hidden truth

A couple years ago you met this gorgeous guy, you fell instantly in love with him as you started dating frequently. You asked advice from your friends and they told you to be careful on what you say, on what you do cos you don’t want him to get the wrong idea of you. Then you read a bunch of articles around net how the first dates should be. Then you bought this magazine since most girls consider it the best for love advice. The days go by and you have created a stable wall and some more barriers around you.

Now you do feel safe to be around him. A date after a date, a year after a year and a common decision to live with him in the same house. It’s the man you dreamed. It’s what you always wanted, to share the same apartment with a person who understand you completely, who treats you like a queen. The first months seem like a fairytale. The next ones start feeling like you try hard to climb on a mountain.

Now the secrets start taking place and create another wall between you and him. You don’t lie to him yet this distance is getting bigger. The fights lead nowhere lately and you don’t know why. That night you yell at him “You don’t know who I am!” and he replies “I thought I knew you. I don’t know who you are anymore.”. He slams the door and leaves you behind bursting into tears. What happened? Why he left you?

You should better ask yourself “Did he ever know me as person? Did I ever give him a chance?” and then remember how you wanted to be the perfect girlfriend for him. Remember now how you created your beautiful and stable wall. Remember how you never told him so many things about you cos you thought he would never like you. How can you be with someone if you cannot be yourself? How can you build a relationship based on a fake image you project?

Trust yourself, love yourself, start listening more carefully to that little voice inside you. Next time you go on a date, don’t ask for advice. Let your intuition lead you. If it was not the right choice, at least it was yours and only yours. Above all be real, the person who will be around you, he will accept you for who you are not for who you make him think that you are. Honesty is a strong base for a beautiful relationship. Just go for it!

The Knowledge of an Earth Spirit

Earth is a very special case in the cosmos. It is honestly the most beautiful planet we have ever witnessed in all our experience regressing our past lives as well as others. Earth has a very unique spirit about it; it truly is a special gem among the stars of our galaxy and even beyond that.” It was the last sentence you read in the big book of Cosmos before you wake up. The alarm rings, you have to rush for your work. While you are in your car, you get stuck as usual in traffic. You grab your big map to let your mind travel a bit.

Many times you do it as you see yourself traveling in other countries. “All of these races were seeded here on Earth from their home planets and realms together all over the planet’s surface. This is where all our society’s cultures come from: the cosmos. We are all starseeds on this planet; no one began here on Earth, we were all bought here by our cosmic ancestors or we are them.” These words come on your head as you shiver. You close the map fast as you arrive at work.

You expected this day to be normal as the other ones. What is normal in the end? Normal as how society wants us to fit in it? Who made these standards? That girl in the office is very short and everyone is giving her the looks. Discrimination which is being silently supported. Maybe once she was your friend in another reality, another universe, another planet. When being different was supported. When being unique was a blessing. You give her your hand by looking at her deep in her eyes. You just nod at her in a sense “I’m with you.”

How does it feel to be an ambassador on Earth? How does it feel to bring your own piece of truth on this planet? To show respect towards the nature, the animals and all the ancestors. To protect and be devoted, to be humble and proud, to create life, to be free, to be yourself. I reach my hand out to you. Will you take my hand? Will you walk with me? I’m a teacher. I’m a student. Show me your culture and I will show you mine.Friends forever! Forever and ever!

Boredom or something else?

Although you are busy lately, you must admit that when it comes to do things for yourself, you are bored. You don’t feel like going out, you prefer to be a coach potato sitting in front of your TV and watch random shows. The phone rings but you just ignore it. Too bored to talk to your friend even. People keep asking you what’s wrong but you just reply “bored” and then you turn your back. Sit back and rewind. When did this start happening? Have you thought that under boredom it could be an emotional issue, fear or even crashed ego? By avoiding it, you don’t solve the problem. On the other hand, you just make it worse. How many times you’ve been in a situation in where you didn’t want to fight cos you thought it was pointless again and again? Do you remember when you exploded after a long time? The exact same thing happens when you ignore your issues.

If you your next question is “what I do?” or just shrug saying “I can do nothing about that”, you get to the apathy stage aka boredom. So actually you do know what is going, you just don’t want to deal with the issue. If you don’t find the strength to fight for yourself, no one will fight for you. Even if you complain to your friends, you ask for their advice or even go to a professional, it will never work if you are not ready to do the big step. What is going to happen, is the people who care about you keep repeating themselves and when you go back home, you just ignore what they said. By playing the victim, it leads nowhere, in fact you will start pushing people way. Believe in yourself, love yourself and get out of this boredom. Life is beautiful cos you make it beautiful, never forget that!

How simple things in life can bring Happiness.

It’s amazing how nature can be simple yet complicated but beautiful at the same time. The leaves from the trees, the snow on the top of the mountain, how these amazing images can make you smile. When you wake up in the morning and you open the curtains as you see the sunshine. When you get your hair on a simple ponytail, how your face looks so beautiful. When you wear your favorite jeans and a simple white T-shirt, you feel carefree and happy at the same time. Life may be a strive but those simple moments can make it more worthy. You usually don’t pay attention to them but they are there. Do you want to reevaluate these moments and actually see what really makes you happy?

Change all these simple daily things for a week. Don’t drink your morning tea with homemade cookies, don’t call your mom to tell her I love you, don’t do your afternoon walk next to the sea. Instead of that, this week try to have more complicated activities, go for paintball or redecorate your house. Next week go back to your simple favorite activities. Can you see the difference? Can you feel the difference? Now you know how to appreciate these moments, how the make you genuinely smile. Enjoy and be grateful!

Being comfortable in your own Feathers

When society tries to strip off uniqueness, you know deep inside you won’t go with the flow. Don’t worry if people think that you are not normal, you are not obliged to apply in the normal standards. You just want to be yourself, that beautiful soul who wants to be carefree, no matter what. When everyone wants to wear black, you just come out with your colorful outfit and when everyone wants to wear flowers on the hair, you just want to grab your roller skates and have fun. How many times you wished that the world changed? This is how you will influence the people around you, by being the real you, your true self without having to hide who you are. If there are people who just don’t want to be friends with you, then they never cared of who you really are.

If that helps you better to see your good qualities of your personality, make a list and update it frequently. Trust yourself will be easier by knowing yourself, it applies the same to the people you don’t know and they ask you to trust them right away. See yourself as a third person, if you ever met her, what would you say? What makes her to be special and different from any other? You can hold this conversation with yourself by using different color of pen. When you are done, go back and read it again. Don’t you feel that even a bit you know yourself more? The more you do this inner work, the more you will see the instant results in your life. Don’t hide that beautiful shine under ugly shadows!

Friday mood is On

This Friday night the full moon is ready to bring all these liberal energies in our lives according to the Weekly Cosmic Forecast  . If you start feeling uneasy and ready to start taking serious decisions about your life, then do it. Take your time to do things that please you though, you need to be calm and relaxed. The weekend is ahead which means that you have plenty of time to celebrate the changes in your life. Even if decide that it’s time to make these homemade chocolate cookies or it’s time to go out with a friend you met at work, then go ahead. Instead of resisting to the new universal energies, accept them and adapt to the new reality. Welcome all these new aspects of yourself that will pop up, embrace them and love them. It may be bothering you that some parts of you are not as you expected them to be but without these, you wouldn’t be the beautiful person you are now. It’s your challenge to work on them, it’s your choice to let them as they are. You are still yourself and you still have that fantastic Friday you expected the whole week!